My intuition told me to do a yoga teacher training,
Am I really doing this?
Yes I am.
Am I realizing it?
No I am not.
Was India on my travel list?
No it was not.
Why Are you going then?
Because it’s the land of yoga. It’s where I want to gain more depth on my personal practice.
Before making the decision to go and just do it I found myself overthinking
and crying a lot. Crazy right? But many factors and insecurities came to play,
which came from.. the ego mind and the pain body.
The wish to do this yoga teacher training?
That was my intuition trying to guide me.
It’s scary to listen and give into this feeling, since today’s society is structured
in a way that makes us overthink everything and go for the decision that feels most secure and is in the comfort zone.
The secure decision is not always the right one, I am 100% sure of that!
I remember when I truly thought I wanted to do another study(international food&agribusiness) after finishing the first one(doctor’s assistant),
but something deep inside of me told me I needed some time to reflect and be free before I jumped into that.
That’s what I did. I took a leap year, got even more into yoga, met like-minded friends, worked a lot, went to Thailand for 2 months and even before my Thailand trip I knew I really didn’t want to go back to school.
It would be the death of me(a bit exaggerated, but that’s how I felt about it).
Soon I started to hear this voice, the intuition, more and more because I was listening.
I learned about it’s existence and how to listen even better.
And then it disappeared.
What happened? I was truly trying to listen, wasn’t I? I’m making the right decisions, aren’t I?
And then I read this:
”Let things come to you”
-Yogi tea label
It hit me when I read that sentence.
I was forcing things into my life. Experiences and what not.
Social media is a big influence in this, when looking at other people following their intuition all the way to gorgeous country’s,
climbing in trees, finding their soul tribe, eating beautiful plant foods.
My intuition left me when I told myself that that’s what I wanted too.
Apparently the universe has other plans with me and I already knew those plans, but forgot all about it.
I forgot how it felt so aligned with me as I was looking at other people their beautiful life path.
Leading my mind into a different direction instead of ‘MY’ direction.
The yoga teacher training is a step in this bigger plan, that’s what I know and that’s what I am doing ♥
Are you listening to your intuition?
Any steps you took which feel totally aligned with you?
Something that makes your heart beat faster in a good way and puts a bright smile on your face!
I would love to hear story’s ♥