(this post is written in the ”I form,” but it’s appliable to all of you out there making a change..)
How am I in the wrong?
When all they know and believe is based on either television, church, the education system, newspapers, magazines, the government..
These outer influences have formed their model of reality and not necessarily a bright one.
How am I in the wrong when everyhing I do, say or practice comes from a place of love and spreads positivity?
What I do
challenges their model of reality.
It invites them to go beyond this limited, comfortable and made up reality.
Their mind starts to defend, fight, get angry and frustrated.
The invitation mentally gets burned and spit on and they physically attack me with words.
”If you are not willing to challenge your own beliefs, then you are your most effective prison warden.”
My heart aches
I feel lonely
I feel misunderstood
But I don’t blame them.
It’s not truly them acting out like this.
It’s the brainwashed mind which is caged by thoughts and past experiences.
It wants to stay in the safety of this space, because the world outside this cage is unknown and scary.
We’ve all been fed lies, century after century, about everything that doesn’t fit in with what our sense of reality should be like.
About all that doesn’t fit in with society and it’s constructs.
We live our lives from a place of fear, but we don’t even notice it because it’s all we know.
”Will this relationship last?”
”Will I find a job after I graduate? Without an income I am lost.”
”Am I good enough to be doing this?”
”I can’t go to school because I have pimple and they will judge me for it.”
We think we have a free will, but really.. we’ve just been given options.
Step out of your comfort zone and explore.
When hitting the walls of your illusionary prison it will feel uncomfortable and maybe even painful, but don’t walk back.
Stay there where it’s uncomfortable until it feels.. comfortable.
Continue from there and keep on making these little steps, it’s a big one over time.
You can do it.
You want true freedom right?
I’ve been tearing down my model of reality since the day I was born and I recently realized that that is what I’ve been doing.
I never saw sense in any of it, but my thoughts and ideas were never mutual so I felt out of place. Misunderstood. Mentally ill. Weird. Like I am.. in the wrong.
Society tried to suck me into it’s reality and at one point it looked like it almost won, but it never had a chance to begin with.
As soon as you’re aware of the lies and your own true essence, there’s no going back to this made-up prison.
This is written after I became frustrated with my parents and angry with society.
Tears are streaming now as I can’t get my head around the fact that people just continue to live like this, with their eyes closed.
I’m forever grateful to have found you..
Like minded human souls to connect with and who understand.
I love you
As always, a song fitting the topic (according to me hehe)
Nahko and medicine for the people – Love letters to God
Sit back, relax and feel the magic of this song.